Got some html and css from online for this blog while I work on making my own! Today was a pretty good day. I did some thinking. When it's no longer FREEZING outside and I have some money I can fix up my skateboard so I can finally go out and use it again. The bushings are totally torn apart.. it's okay though. Too cold at the moment anyway lolll. I also want to take more photos, but unfortunately it is so so so so so cold and I can't really do anything while its cold. I don't even have a sweater to wear under my jacket because I need to do laundry lol
When I was younger, my parents were already separated so I lived with my mom but went to stay at my dads often. He had a decent amount of woods on his property, but it felt endless to me as a kid. I would go out there with my siblings and explore, it gave me such a sense of wonder and adventure and joy to climb the trees and go on little adventures. I don't get out as much in recent years, but I would like to explore again. It makes me feel alive, isolated, my own litle world of curiosity. I love wonder, it is my favorite feeling. Living in the unknown and letting myself sink into the world and away from people and pressure.. there is nothing like it. The peace and calm brings a subtle vibrance into me. I am in love with that world, my world. I often daydream of a place where nothing bothers me. No people, just myself and an infinite world full of wildlife and overgrown structures to explore. I play my own music and dance around, and when the day is over I rest comfortably by a fire covered in warm furs. Humanity is not a concept, I'm just another animal surviving, and more than that truly living. I am no longer afraid of anything, just taking it day by day and enjoying all the world has to offer me. I miss that and I long for it. The world I see is a beautiful one.
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